MJ and I have been married for one year, so I thought I would rekindle my love for writing things down by reflecting on a few things I have learned over this short period.
People think you are extra responsible if you’re married at
a ‘young’ age.
You become
the “‘old’ married couple” quickly. Everyone assumes you know much more about
life than you really do. You know how to cook ALL the meals. You know how to
fix ALL the domestic problems. You know what the responsible decision is in ALL
situations. They’re partially right. It is really comical because we still feel
like kids in a lot of ways, but marriage will mature you and your way of
thinking.
You need less than what you think that you need.
Marriage
and sacrifice go hand-in-hand. Being married so young and still in college, we
have had to learn to do without things that we thought we needed. I think this is especially difficult for
women (new clothes, home décor, jewelry, shopping as a hobby, etc.). However,
it makes you realize what is important in life and what is not. Marriage is
worth the sacrifice.
You are selfish, and it will show.
I am way
more selfish than I knew, and it showed this year. I quickly realized that I
can choose to have petty arguments over stupid things, or I can recognize that
marriage is part of my sanctification. Marriage makes you look more like Jesus
because every day you have to make the choice to deny yourself (in big and
small ways) what you really want in order to love and serve your spouse.
In marriage, you’re free to be you…and you are weird.
People have weird habits, and
spouses become oddly comfortable. The pressure to be accepted has subsided with
a life-long commitment, and the weird habits are voluntarily exposed. I’ll
never forget MJ showing me how he folds towels. It’s weird…to me. And my way
was weird to him. Our vows should’ve included, “For better or for worse, for
richer or for poorer, for when you leave clothes on the end of the bed or for
when you leave a pile of shoes by the door, for when you sing “10,000 Reasons”
for the ten-thousandth time or for when you take up your side of the bed…and
mine.”
Different doesn’t always mean wrong.
Your spouse’s different way of completing
a task isn’t always the ‘wrong’ way. We both look for efficient ways to get
things done. However, we have those weird habits previously mentioned that are
not always efficient. I used to ask, “Why don’t you do it this way?” a lot. If
I saw a faster, ‘better’ way of doing something, I thought I was being helpful
by suggesting that he do it that way. However, when he did the same to me, I
was frustrated that he would not let me do it how I had planned or wanted to do
it. I learned that a different way isn’t always a wrong way. Just because he
wants to take the roads that he knows rather than taking the fastest route does
not mean his way is wrong. Suggestions are fine every now and then, but I don’t
need to point out that I would’ve done it differently.
Marriage is fun.
It is so awesome to share the littlest and biggest life happenings with your best friend. Some of my favorite moments have been when MJ and I are just being stupid together or doing simple things like going to get ice cream at 10pm. There are lots of laughs and smiles to be had.
Marriage is hard.
If you
think six years of dating is adequate preparation for marriage, you’re wrong.
Been there, done that…this year was still tough. No amount of dating can
completely prepare you for marriage because they aren’t the same. People told
us and statistics show that marriage is hard (especially the first year), but
everyone thinks they will be the exception. There are unforeseen frustrations and arguments, but if you honor God and fight
for a good marriage, you will come out better and stronger on the other side of
every issue.
Marriage is the best.
There’s no
other way to say it. It’s so comforting to know someone will be by your side no
matter what. It is good to have a person in this
world who knows everything about you and still says each day, “I chose you
forever.” I love MJ more today than I ever have because of our marriage. God
created marriage as a picture of the Gospel – we don’t come to God with a list
of good things we have done hoping He will take us. He makes a covenant of
salvation with anyone who comes to Him and says to Him, “I have sinned, but I
trust Jesus’ life and death were enough to forgive that. I am forgetting the
life I knew and am walking with You now. I want to commit myself and my life to
You.” He responds with a resounding and perfect “I do” commitment of His own.
In the same way, MJ and I left the separate lives we knew. We brought nothing
to the table that day except a covenant of unwavering commitment that will be
kept forever. Marriage is God’s way of changing us, loving us, and showing us a
mirror of how He has loved us – deeply, unconditionally, and faithfully.
“Two are better than one…” Ecclesiastes 4:9
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